Monday, September 14, 2009

cinta itu...?

aku tak taw knp aku ni ssh sgt nk bcinte...
myb sebabnye...

hm...
(SEBAB 1)
sebetulnya aku mmg langsung tak pernah memahami apa itu cinta.
aku tak pernah bercinta, tak pernah jatuh cinta lagi...
sememangnya nak bercinta itu amat susah bagi aku.
jatuh cinta pon...malam sikit la..
sebabnye, according to what i saw...dr member2 yg de pkwe la,
klau la ku ni ade bf...
aku perlu memberi perhatian aku pada dia yg di'cintai'...(kononnye cinta la)
is it love or its just lust?
dan,
aku perlu mengisi rutin harian aku dengan kehadirannya.
alamak...mnyusahkan la...
klau btol la pkare ni terjadi kat aku,
what will happen to my life then?
surrounded by that dude?
no way...not me...
aku tak boleh dibelanggu lelaki yg mnyusahkn dan menyebok dlm hidop aku.

(SEBAB 2)
org kate, bercinta tu bahagie...hm...ok..
org kate, cinta tu, sakit tp diorang bercinta jugak.
bile aku tanye knp?, diorg ckp...it's addictive!
say what? i'm so not gonna b there!
aku tak mau gile bayang tersenyum sorang2 mcm org gile time2 org in serious mood.
aku tolak cinta tu jauh2...
love is not for me!
say...
sbgai contoh la,
kwn aku ni bru aje bercinta-ade pakwe,
bru 2 3 bulan dah mule angau senyum sorg2 mcm org gile,
buat aku pening kepale je...aduih!!!
tak paham aku.

hm...ok la, ok la...some other thing...
kwn2 aku bercinta, padahal bru je msuk skolah menengah.
tingkatan 1 pon da tau nk menggatal.
no offence, tp for bdk tingkatan 1,2 or 3 nk bercinta..
my gosh, you're just too young to b ruined!
bg aku d usia mcm aku ni, even aku dah umur 19thn...
[dah lyk jd mak2 org dah, bak kte mama..]
opposite love tu, tak penting sgt...
myb pandangan org laen berbeza.
tp, base on what i saw...
aku tgk kwn2 aku tak la bahagie sgt...
kejap2 gaduh.
padahal umo dh 19 20...
da tau pikey pe yg baek buruk.
tp ble bcinte,
sume pon jd otk udang.
bodoh sikit ble ngan bf or gf diorang.

ok la, no offence la buddy, aku tak kutuk, kate je..
coz diz 1 happen to me..
dlu mse tingktn 4, [crite lme, tp aku bukak blik la.. juz nk bgtau true story]
sakit ati hti pon tak abes lg bos...
padahal dah betaun da berlalu kan..hek3
ni la kisah member aku ngan pekwenye..
due-due dak hingusan, due-due kementot pendek..
bukan nk kutuk sgt, ble dah geram sume benda pon kuar pe...
si minahCIT! ni da janji tau nk kuar ngan aku n others...
dah 1 minggu plan nk hang out rmai2.
last2 die ckp tak jd...
i asked y?
she say, 'oh, my grndma n grndpa not so well la... got to look after them.'
ok...i dont mind, duty calls...
alih2 aku jumpe die duk syok2 dating mkn kfc ngan bf kontot die tuh!
sial punye budak!
aku geram gile then aku pegi kat diorg n say,
'wow, u dah siap cuci your grandma n pa's shit ker?'
then, my other fwen said,
'uu... i bet her grandma n pa's shit's already here with her...how nice...such a good grand-daugh...'
aku buat2 gelak. bg die rse pns sikit.
lps tu ade bgtaw, die kte, bf die tak suka ngan kitorg n, bf die x bg kuar ngan kitorang.
i'm like, 'hello...he's not ur hubby yet. perhaps would never b one.'
oh, pliz...ktorg dh knl die since childhood. die buat mcm ni juz bcoz of her new bf?
go to hell with dat!
aku benci cinta!

alrite...myb dat was a bad story...
tp yg sbnrnye ade jgk couple yg aku ske..hehehe
diorg sempoi n happening la...
bckp pon mcm member je, pakai aku kau...
asal aku call je dating, asal dating je aku call. ahahaha
c boypren slalu kte..ala bell, kacaw je.
law ckp ngan ain pon slalu kuar nme kau je...
hahaha...i like...naseb la ko sporting, law tak, dah lme aku buli.
kwn aku tu agk lembut sikit, tp tegas.
c boypren plak muke mcm penyangak. aku sendiri law x taw tu bf kwn aku grenti tgk je dh lari lintang pukang.
hahaha...no ofence ain. ko punye ezzad mmg brutal arap gambar die xde je lam komp aku ni, law tak maunye aku g post gambr die kt cni. hahaha
so, ble tgk diorg, bru la aku terpikey...
nk pe2 pon, up2u kn...
there's a bad example n agood one.
think it yourself.
as long as it's good for you, fine.
then, i also hav 2 think it 2. rite?
i hav no idea...

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